Rabu

"Chances" by 5 4 Fighthing

Chances are when said and done
Who'll be the lucky ones who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever no matter how it feels today

Chances are we'll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don't get me wrong I'd never say never
'Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I'm just a realistic man, a bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through, yeah

Chances are we'll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities over me

It's a fight with two to one, lay your money on the sun
Until you crash what have you done? Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe, you gotta cry before you sing

Chances, chances
Chances lost are hope's torn up pages
Maybe this time

Chances are we'll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken, and I can see

Chances are the fascinations
Chances won't escape from me
Chances are only what we make them and all I need

Selasa

dont judge me because u dont know what i have been through

....What does it mean to "judge" someone, anyway?..

i made this blog not for letting people judge me, base on what i wrote...i do this, just becoz i need to writing down what i felt, simply to make me feel better..that's it!

apa-pun yg sudah saya tulis, disini, bukannya mw show-off atau alasan apa-pun yg terlalu ABG..lagi pula dengan berat hati saya akui memang saya bukan ABG lagi (meskipun wajah masih..haha)!! alasan menulis postingan ini lebih kepada rasa kecewa karena ternyata banyak yg membaca blog saya (oh my god...gak nyangka) untuk kemudian menjadikan sebagai bahan acuan untuk mengenal kepribadian saya, bahkan bagi teman-teman yg sudah mengenal saya turut menjadikan tulisan-tulisan ini sebagai acuan untuk menebak-nebak buah manggis..

ayolah, ini hanya tulisan-tulisan yg di buat menggunakan laptop jadul, yang di posting setiap ada kesempatan ngenet gratis dengan iringan winamp yg sound-nya luar biasa butut!(hiks..)

Ini hanya tulisan dengan mood-mood yg dirasakan ketika lalu saja..bukan mood-mood yg bersifat selama-nya melekat. And this is just the smallest part of my life..the whole packet i save it for the real friendship.

Jumat

pride n dignity

i dont knew how many times i lost my atm card or my wallet...but after all, i did it again. fiuh....terbayang sudah betapa repotnya mengurus semua itu...bukan cuman repot c tapi mungkin malu!!! terutama petugas bank yg entah kenapa inget muka ajaib gw yg sudah ratusan kali menghilangkan atm..huaaaaaa...yes, i'm still remember what that bitch said to me six month ago: dyna..saya yakin kurang dari setengah tahun u will be back to made a new one atm card again..again..and again! saat itu, gw hanya mampu menggelengkan kepala kuat-kuat dan membantah dengan suara nyaring.."enggak kok..this is the last time!!!!"..and that bitch win!! DAMN IT...

Mungkin ada beberapa solusi dari masalah ini, misalnya:
1. menggunakan cadar ke bank..jadi tiba-tiba pake jilbab lengkap dengan cadarnya,umm..tapi tetep aj mereka akan meminta data-data gw..my name..jadi yah mereka pasti inget!!!
2. Ganti nama...yup, i will tell my mom to make a "tumpengan" party and invite all of our family, akhirnya gw punya kesempatan mempunyai nama yg kebule-bulean..huahahaha

ini sungguh-sungguh mimpi buruk)..WHAT SHOULD I DO??? people..please give me solution so i can go to bank with some pride and dignity..